J T wrote:I have heard from a friend with cancer who believes this will be the last president she gets to vote for because when Trump and the Republicans inevitably follow through on their plans to cut back Medicaid and Obamacare, she will lose her healthcare and die.
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Good post JT, and I feel you. I have friends and family members who will suffer under this administration as well.
I wish I had taken the time to gain my composure before posting some of the things I had, but sadly I needed an outlet or I may have lost my cool out here in the real world.
I'm sad to think that some people view the left as unpatriotic or that we don't love our country or it's people as much as anyone else. My anger is mostly an expression of sorrow, because I thought that my generation was different. I thought that while we waited for enough of us to get old enough to make a real difference and I slowly watched the atrocities of hatred mellow out and fade away to near extinction, we had finally made progress. Things were looking so much better than ever before, with acceptance and love becoming the norm and elitist hatred a dying whimper of a bygone era.
Then all of that was crushed. I was actually shocked because I believed people to finally be better than this. Now, I can't come to gain any peace of mind. The ugly truth is that not a damn thing has changed, people were just too scared and timid to be their true selves and let the hatred they felt be known to everyone around them. Probably because it is rooted in fear, so a man shows up and under the protection of the secret service is "brave" enough to give them a voice again. Well, he is right about one thing...“Some things in life you can really love doing.”
I think I am angry most about that. The peace and love that I have worked hard to try and live with, because I am an angry and impulsive person. Because I spent time in anger management, reconciled with people I have hurt in anger, have broken bones that still hurt when it's cold out to remind me of who I used to be. Because, now I have to fight that much harder not to be that person any more.
I'm not a keyboard warrior, the internet has me at a disadvantage because folks like Ack, Prfsnl, Dsh, Blu, JT, etc.. just have me outmatched. In life though I command respect, I don't have to fight for it. People do not shove their disgusting vitriol in my face because they have come to know the consequences of it through my shortcomings. Someone will undoubtedly think this is some point of pride for me, but it isn't. I have never been proud to be a violent, angry, or impulsive person. I fight away my demons every day, and the country that I love clearly embraces them.
So, there is my piece. I am too tired to debate any more, fighting for other people has made me bitter and cynical. I lack the constitution to keep pointing out things that are so obvious to me. Mostly, I've lost faith in my peers. So, I am heartbroken and vulnerable and my instinct is to lash out.
If any of you have been offended by my words, and you truly don't have hate in your heart with your choices...you can consider this an apology.