So I have a cousin that's getting married this weekend. His father's (not my blood uncle) brother died yesterday. I don't think I've ever met the deceased. What I was told was that he drove here (Long Island) from out of state. He was driving on the highway and passed out behind the wheel. The car was safely brought to a stop, I'm assuming it was his wife that was in the car. But he wasn't able to be resuscitated. I was told that the wedding is still on, which seems kind of odd to me. If my uncle, my father's brother, just died I couldn't imagine having a wedding. I couldn't imagine any one on that side of the family having a good time.
Today is a cold and rainy day. It's gotta be a miserable day for my uncle and his family. I feel really bad for them. And not to joke, but what do you say at the wedding? "I'm sorry for your loss, but congratulations." Why would you want your wedding to forever be associated with a death in the family? Seems like it'll be awkward. I can't believe they didn't want to postpone. But my uncle (brother of the deceased) is a very kind, thoughtful and selfless guy. I could see him insisting to my cousin not to postpone. Still...
It's Thanksgiving weekend (Canada) and my roasted potatoes turned out the best they ever have!
- I'm kind of pissed at her primary doctor for being so fckn dismissive of her blood pressure and chest pain up until this point for it to get this bad. She is adjusting to hormones still from having her thyroid removed, and so her primary attributes everything to that without even listening or checking anything. It has got me burning mad at this point. If she hasn't been our family physician for so many years I would be showing my ass. 
- It may sound pathetic but in 15 years I have only spent 5 nights away from my wife in total. We are incredibly close and I feel incomplete without her being here. My kids are scared and so am I, I don't want to lie to them and tell them how everything is fine, when I don't know. Really shitty day.
