So I'm probably done with my job. You guys have seen some rants and I'm still at the same place, the volcano finally went off. Snapped at two people who had it coming. I was inches away from walking out yesterday but somehow managed to stick around and finish the day out... closing by myself because the boss has continually failed to change the schedule around or give people notice ahead to plan better, in comparison there's about 4 closers in our department per night outside of Tuesday. And that wasn't the first time I've done that alone. They just kept dumping more and more responsibility on me, for nothing in return. Completely unappreciated and taking advantage of. I'm pretty sure I basically had a panic attack of sorts too, had to bust out my inhaler and today I feel like I was hit by a semi... I don't handle stress well as is. Broken promises of being promoted for over a year and half. Meetings turned into the same bullshit every few months, the entire department were practically begging for some materials we needed to better handle the load and the company continues to ignore it. Same excuses, again and again. We were supposed to upgrade our processing... last September, they even bought new computers. Finally, a year later, they admit it's not happening. What a joke. I witnessed numerous occasions of racial discrimination resulting in some coworkers being terminated. I'm not running away, I simply choose to be done with this.
I called today but am going to call in tomorrow and put in the notice. I don't know if I can hold back either. I was assertive as could be with my boss and others, by they continually choose to ignore the facts and play favoritism. Well, if X employer is that great, despite being the most worthless and biggest liar I've ever met, he can hold the company on his shoulders. It's an automated messaging system and I have no idea who gets it, but I seriously don't even want to filter myself. Finally get everything out and be fucking done with it completely. Probably not the best thing to do, but I'm not the fucking nice guy they think I must be. I'm not their bitch. I will not be the first person to jump ship, hell the entire team that was around when I started in 2011... only the few veterans who will be there forever are still around, nobody from my wave of people. They keep taking things away and not giving two shits about employee's, this is only the beginning.
Maybe this is a taste of corporate, but at least my tolerance will reboot when I find something else, hopefully asap. I'm not the risk taking kind of guy and wanted to plan out some kind of backup, but for my own sanity, mental and physical health, that place can fucking choke on it.
Fuck CVS Caremark. Second shitty job in this pharmacy field too.
DONE.