
After a talk, I think I've decided to get some therapy. My social issues are seriously starting to get to me, and my lack of motivation to better myself has brought me full circle back to where I was when I was a teen: hating myself. Although I don't feel that way when I'm around my daughter, I still don't want her around somebody like that. I've always avoided seeking "professional help", so this is a big change for me. I may actually go seek friends out in the real world too, as the Internet hasn't been the best place to find them. Sometimes I think I'm just stupid/annoying and not very good friend materiel.

Miss having a pet. I really want a cat, but I'm not sure where we'd put the litter box. All my other cats have always been "outside" cats. Only had to worry about the litter box with one cat, but that didn't end very well...

Need a haircut soon...

Add "Pikachu" to my daughter's vocabulary. We were looking up images of Sonic, Mario and Meg Man when she noticed the little yellow electric mouse and insisted I tell her what it was because she remembered seeing it before. When I was leaving for work, she grabbed my Pokemon Adventures Manga out of my pocket and said "Chu!!!". Then proceeded to color what I assume was a Pikachu on some construction paper.
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What an awful stress filled night at work. I got so worked up at one point that a blood vessel popped in my eye. Now it's red and stings like hell. Maybe I will start posting in the "What Are You Drinking?" thread... every night.